Last day of fun Posted at 12:33 AM 0 comments (+) I spent 8th January at AMK and town with Sharman and Wenyi, attempting to cram in some last minute fun and shopping before the school term starts officially.

Well, I spent near 100 bucks this time round. Okay, I am rather happy with my buys, though still slightly doubtful/questioning about my Cotton On tanks. Since it is bought, and here already, shall stop complaining.

I am really irritated with Photobucket, because it gives me problems every time I try to upload photos taken with my camera. It refused to upload my photos today, so I had to turn to Imageshack instead.

Here's 2 of the 4 we took. The others are similar.


Maryjanes hand-painted for our birthdays by Yeejin. We wore them together without arranging beforehand ;)




We stayed out till near 9pm, feeling really tired but fulfilled now!

Tmr shall be another busy day. I have to help my mother clean out her cupboards, and attempt to do my GP research paper. Then I'll go out for dinner ;)

Anyw, I read the ultra long email that Jaslin sent to us about team talk on Wednesday, which I missed due to chalet. After much consideration today, I decided to just go for it and see if I make it or not. If I do, then I'll try to juggle between trainings and studies. If not... Well, I could always be team manager?

Sigh. I am really not sure whether I can handle the fatigue that 3 trainings a week will bring me. I remember how dead we (me, Sharman, Wenyi) felt during tournament period in 2009, and it is almost impossible to perk myself up for lessons and things like that. I hope that this time things will be different? If they can be, in any way.

No matter what, I don't think that I want to give up without a fight. I hope I don't lose the fire again. I'm afraid that when everyth starts crashing down on me again that I'll feel fed up and frustrated with it, then regrets and resentment would all come in. Hate the feeling, and I hate blaming people when I knw they can't help it either.

Alright. For now I guess I will try to sleep soon and wake up earlier to finish more things. Time to get serious because I said I will make it back up. Tuition starts on 10th January. I'm not quite feeling ready because perhaps my heart has not settled down. But I guess, I just have to make myself do it.

Words mean nothing.
But I'll try.