Sunday, January 17, 2010
Random musings Posted at 11:10 PM 0 comments (+)
I am supposed to be asleep now, but I'm not sure why I've been distracted to read others' Twitter and Facebook pages instead of embarking on my undone GP. Well, too late now.

Anyw, after reading some of those pages, I just thought I wanted to say something wholly personal about what I see and think of this whole thing. Some food for thought, and no it's not poison, rest assured.

I haven't explicitly posted about what happened last assembly, where a particular speech was made and caused an uproar among the Year 5 and 6 students. It was much unlike my style because I guess I mostly like to rebutt what I find to be untrue.

I just thought that, I am not even going to honour that speech with a post to counter it, because we all knw true sense without having me say much about it. It's been awhile after that incident now, but many people still muse about it, feel angry about it and want to do something about it. As for myself, it's a topic to discuss and laugh over during lunch breaks, and quickly forgotten.

At that point in time, when the speech was made, I really felt like "What the fuck are you talking about?!" I felt extremely unhappy and uncomfortable because it's nonsense, all of it. And I don't believe that all other staff personnel sitting with us in the audience agreed to the speech, or thought it made sense. Both parties were right and wrong in their own ways.

Throughout the 18 years of my life, I've had a fair share or trying to challenge the authorities. And all I can say after all the experiences are that, unless your family is bloody rich or influential, you can never win against people who have greater power over you. No matter whether true justice lies with you, or otherwise.

So now, seeing my fellow schoolmates beat themseles up over this matter, I just want to share my own thoughts. Why not we just practice the great virtue of 左耳进, 右耳出 and not take everyth so literally and seriously? Better yet, just let it circle around your head and not even go in.

We are all mature-enough 17 and 18 year olds. We can tell sense from nonsense. And if others are going to question my judgement otherwise, then screw you.

Every time you feel something mildly nonsensical and pissifying coming up, just tune out. Save all of us some angst and unhappiness, and simply not listen. I knw that if I listen and take everyth in I would explode with anger because I am just like that. So now, we all knw what to do!

All the talks about having a forum and protests and stuff, you think it's going to work? I've been there, done that. And no shit is going to happen, I can tell you right this second. Life still goes on, and I think everyone should try to stay out of trouble now that we are only 1/2 years from graduating from school. Last thing you want is a bad record right before you are getting out.

The year 6s don't seem particularly bothered by it, maybe amused more like. Well, maybe when life gets on the year 5s will feel too jaded by everyth else to feel wrath when said person makes a speech again.

I would like to make my own life easier. And since I knw everyth is just going to be nonsense, I am just not going to listen. Everyone suck it up and move on with life to save yourself some trouble.

If you have opposing opinions, feel free to post it in your own blog. I can't give a shit.

Good night!
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Xin

"The war in my body is this; I'm always trying to be a hard person and a soft person at the same time. My soul doesn't know which one to be."

This life is nothing but a short, painful dream.

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