Sigh Posted at 10:51 AM 0 comments (+) Hello my friends. I'm feeling rather crappy now, maybe from the lack of sleep, or that I can't get around to doing anyth productive.

As I have probably mentioned to a few of you, I'd start getting up at 8am every morning to do some studying. Okay, so I did wake up today at 8am, but not the part about the studying. Because I feel so tired.

I don't feel like doing anyth now, except to stone or go back to sleep, but I can't because I need to be over at Sharman's place in about an hour's time.

Maybe I should just accept the fact that I am not a morning person. Maybe I should flip my life around. I only feel like studying at night, like at 2am. But normally by that time, I'd be too drained from the day to do it. So I'd say I'll get to it tmr morning. Next morning though, nothing productive happens.

Maybe I should sleep at 6am everyday and wake up at 6pm to eat and study. Like this I don't even need to go out and spend money, because I only need a meal a day and I've slept the rest of my day away. And I get 12 hours of sleep.

I really feel like swearing now because I feel helpless.
Determination my ass. Things are just not going to work out.

FML.