Suck it up and get going Posted at 2:55 PM 0 comments (+)
Today is 7th January 2010. I have about 4 more days till school reopens and all hell breaks loose. I still have not done my GP research paper, and I am not sure whether I will be able to stay focused and complete it before my shopping trip tmr.

Attempt to do work and study, epic fail. I woke up near 2pm because I still felt tired from chalet. Cancelled studying with Acer because I still had chores to do before I can go out. I've been sitting here for 1 hour, not doing chores and not studying either. Best (Y)

Ohwell. I guess after this I'll finally turn off the computer and go do my chores before my mother gets home from work. Then maybe I'll do my GP, or alternatively go to JP and get something not very important, but y'knw I just feel like walking around.

I just thought about something really random while visiting Shaun's blog just now. In any case, it is privatised so you don't need to click on it to see what is it I'm thinking about, because 1) It's not the content of his blog I'm thinking of and, 2) I am going to tell you anyway.

I didn't realise that his blog is actually privatised for a long time because I never much got asked to log in to read, probably because I am mostly logged in my account on Blogger. Yeah, and I don't remember ever asking him to invite me or something, that's why.

I guess, when someone close to you privatises their blog, it's only right that I expect to be invited without having to ask. Or else, I would just think that my friend privatised the blog because she wrote something about me she doesn't want me to see.

Yeah, why wouldn't I knw. Like I don't have a private blog, and if you ever asked me and I gave you some shitass answer like there's nothing to see in it or I don't update anymore (which is true thanks to Tumblr), it probably is because I wrote about you in it before and I don't want you to read it and get the wrong idea.

No, don't get me wrong. I don't go to my private blog and start bitching my brains out about some deep hatred I have for people. Alright, I do bitch when I am mad pissed, but the point is, the hatred only lasts as long as I am angry. And all the people I ever wrote about in secrets-unravelled.blogspot.com, I don't have a trace of animosity remaining towards them today. Yeah, so you don't need to click on the 'X' in my link, you aren't invited anyw.

Well, I never asked Shaun to invite me but he did anyway, and I can mention some friends who would only remember me after I asked about it, or even after I do so they will deny me entry anyw. Well, I knw it is their personal freedom and right to choose who can or cannot read their innermost thoughts, and I respect that.

Just thought it was kind of disappointing.

This is mostly ramblings and it's really something random I just thought of. So it's okay if you don't get what the heck I'm talking about.

Kthnxbye.