Watch me Posted at 11:57 PM 0 comments (+)
My parents have already started to give me stress for the upcoming lecture tests in term 1. Which would probably be around February for the written tests. My mother especially, kept harping on the fact that I am retained and thus obliged to do well this time round.

Like I don't knw it myself.

As far as I'm concerned, I'm in the clear for now since it's only been a week at school, and it would be a huge problem if I'm already in some sort of trouble.. The only thing I should have handed up but did not is my GP research paper. Which, I will get done and printed by Monday. It shall not be a slip-shot piece of work too.

And as far as I knw,
1. I will not be late for school, since I live like 10 minutes away.
2. I will not be absent from school, unless I am terribly sick, like bed-ridden.
3. I will not pon activities no matter how sian or uninterested I am in them.
4. I will do and hand up my work on time!

Today wasn't a productive day due to a bad headache. Wished I had done more today, but look at the time now. Tmr will be tuition, and following that, study date with Sharm and Seow. Hopefully it will be a better day academics-wise for me tmr.

Things I've yet to get done:
1. GP research paper
2. GP journal reflections (half-done)
3. GP online assignment
4. Math tutorial 1 ~ question 6
5. Econs tutorial 1 Section B, D

Have got to get 1, 2, and part of 5 done by tmr. Trying to summon all the determination and strength I can have.

Identity crisis terminated. I am going to stop trying to please all the faggots and make myself troubled over unimportant shit. My identity crisis drove me insane for a moment. But I'm out of it now.

My friends were right that this is just the way I am, and there is no way I can change this without changing my whole self. It was just a moment of emoness. Once in awhile it gets me down.

After all the bullshit ranting, I still think that, fuck it. Life goes on whether you like me or not, so move the fuck on.

Dropping off to bed. Hope I don't ovesleep for tuition again tmr morning.
Good night.