I can't breathe without you, but I have to... Posted at 8:38 PM 0 comments (+)
Fuck. I am really supposed to be grabbing every second I have to smarten up my act now. I am not supposed to come on here. But I am so upset at this week.

I need to complete 2 sets of readings for CSE test on Thursday, 2 sets of chem tutorials for chem test also on Thursday, do math tutorial which is also due on Thursday and study for econs test on Friday. Erm not forgetting econs tutorial due on Thursday.

There's training tmr. And friendly match on Friday before the camp. The thought of skipping training tmr fleets across my mind for not less than 5 times today. I could do so much more with the time I spend at training. But you knw what, I just feel like I need to go.

I really want to, but I really think that I can't. It takes so much for me to come every time. It's not that I don't enjoy myself, but I'm getting so jaded from the balancing act.

I feel like I am supposed to perform a Mission Impossible. The thought of having to do all these crazy things in just 3 days is so frightening. But strictly speaking, I only have today since there is training tmr. I don't think I can sleep anything earlier than 12mn if I dream of completing everything by tonight.

Thursday is a fucking long day. And it is the day I have two tests. Which means I can't sacrifice sleep on Wednesday night or else I'd be knocked out halfway through the day.

You think that it is possible? Who am I even kidding.