You used to shine so bright but I watched all of it fade Posted at 11:51 PM 0 comments (+)
I haven't been updating for quite awhile. But there's nothing much to this last week of the school term. Mostly getting back test papers and usual lessons.

On the bright side of my currently fucked life, I managed to top GP and math in class. But my GP grades are still unsatisfactory. But math, can you believe it! I think the last time I actually got an A for math in an exam was way back in PSLE. Not even joking.

Still, hopes are low for CSE and Econs paper which are only going to be given back after the one week break. Especially after we were lectured for 1 hour and 10 minutes in Econs today, basically about how stupid/blind the whole cohort is. Only a handful passed. Obviously not me.

Hope that the upcoming term would be an even better one. For all I knw, it will definitely be more hectic. And I need to really work hard to keep my results.

I feel like I messed everyth up with my own hands. I could have just made up as always but I chose to mess it up. Just that now I am feeling very much like the loser here.

Too late for regrets.