I need a break Posted at 7:01 PM 0 comments (+) I'm so sick of life.

Here before the weekends because there's only GP tmr, which I'd already given up trying to do journal reflections for. I feel so tired I want to cry. More so when the fucking computer lags like some shit and I have to stare at a blank white screen.

Damn frustrating.

Finally finish my NAPFA today. Did fine for everyth, so I don't want to care about anything else. As long as I get my As, I really don't care about doing freaking excessively well. And if you want to, then whatever just leave me alone. I feel like I could start cramping everywhere right now. Why tmr suddenly got friendly match? I think I should just go to sleep now till tmr morning right, that'll be 11 hours for me.

I'm trying to stop eating weird stuff because I just realised a few days ago that I'm really fat, contrary to popular belief. But somehow, even if I manage to not eat weird stuff in school, once I get out I start to eat all the weird stuff again. And I succumb to my fate that bubble tea cannot be eliminated from my diet. Alright, they are not weird. I just didn't want to sound like a prissy. I'm so fat I can't even do crunches and other exercises properly.

I really hate it when I'm feeling so shit tired and people keep getting on my nerves. When I am this tired, I only feel like doing 2 things.
1. Cry
2. Swear incessantly, and I mean swearing things that I usually wouldn't think of saying.

I mean why can't you just leave me alone and do my own thing? Who the hell eats dinner at 6.40pm?! NOT ME. I don't care if you do, but I can't eat till it's at least 7.30pm? If you don't usually kick up a fuss, then why get on my case today when I'm so shit tired? If it's only me and my dad drinking soup, why make me cook a pot specially? And why does it matter that I answered "no" immediately, or after consideration? I'd still say no anyway.

What is the thing about mothers anyway. Fucking irritating. It's all the fatigue speaking here, don't mind all the vulgarities.

And don't ask me why I'm so tired, I don't knw. As far as I'm concerned, I sleep enough.

I am so tired I am sprouting shit nonsense here. And I almost dropped the cup of bubble tea I was holding in my hands on the bus home just now. Omg I need a break, please.

Kthnxbye.