Judgement Posted at 10:50 PM 0 comments (+)

1. AQ incomplete for GP P2.
2. 4.30pm dismissal tmr.
3. Math tutorial 5C, clueless.
4. Chem prac tmr, wtf.
5. Econs PC test (Friday).

I abso-fucking-lutely hate life right now, I don't exactly knw why, or maybe I do. How do I keep up this constant hard work until the end of A levels next November? The thought of it alone exhausts me. I want to give up right now.

I dislike term tests separated like this. No motivation to study. Only want to chillax upon reaching home. Established the fact today with Vincent that stupid people cannot try to sit down and do math together because one stupid person can't help the other.

I need to do something. I want to hit bull's eye, y'knw? I am tired of thinking about what others think, and sparing a thought for others. I want to live my own life. I want to stop struggling. I want to be damn fucking good in everything I do. But like I said, it's so tiring to even think about.

I want to be... I really do.
Everything I am not.

And the struggle continues.