We are all so insecure Posted at 12:50 AM 0 comments (+)

We are all so insecure.
I suppose reassurance is what we all need at some point in time. Something to tell you you're worth it, something to simply let you remember why you're still here, and still fighting to breathe.

We are all too insecure to live without them.

Anyway. My biological clock's all screwed up. Been sleeping at 3 or 4 in the morning lately. Not that I stay up purposely, but it just happens somehow. Then I'd be really drained in the day time to be productive. This feels like slow suicide. I'm killing myself slowly with all this fatigue, and there's almost nothing I can do about it.

There's almost nothing I want to do about it.

Sometimes I really feel like just giving up. On everything. I am so sick of trying all the time, and not getting any returns. Be it academics, floorball, whatever else. It gets disheartening after a while, getting your hopes up but watching them fall every time.

Sometimes I just don't want to try anymore.

Can't you do the same for me?

1.01 am. I am 1 minute off schedule.
And so, end of story, for now.

Or maybe forever.