Posted at 10:58 PM 0 comments (+)
I'm not sure how long more I can hold it together, because it sure feels like I'm losing it.

How am I doing, how is everyone else doing. What I really feel like doing, but what I can't do. I keep trying but I don't even knw if after all these, it's gna be enough at all. Refusing to give up is proving harder than I imagined.

I feel like I don't matter anymore.