Strength Posted at 2:57 PM 0 comments (+)

It's funny how I'd been meaning to post for a whole week, but now that I'm actually doing it, I don't knw what to say. Alright so, I made it for full promotion, but I'm still made to take a retest for chem because my overall grade for it is a S.

There's only one more week left to this school year, and then I've got to start studying again when the school holidays begin. I'm not going to look for a job this time round since I think I really need to get things right, next year there are no second chances, and I knw where I want to be.

Also, the last official school week for my year 6 friends. They are graduating next Friday, finally, after 6 years. I feel kind of upset that I'm not going to be a part of them, and neither can I physically be with them at that time. All along this year, we've all been blindly rushing forward, trying to get ahead of time and our own schedules and to make the best out of whatever we have, them and I alike. Finally, it's here.

I'm not sure if they've been thinking a lot about the time they finally graduate. But I knw, things are going to be different from next year onwards. So, I'm on my own now. When they finish their battle, I'm going to start mine and I am really hoping against hope that by then I'd be good enough. That I'm going to have the strength to keep going on.

Then after that, life kicks in and takes charge. I hope I find the strength I need to carry on.

Photos from Tuesday, 5R at Marina Barrage:






To all my year 6 friends, peers, all. There's 30 days more to the As. I'm not sure how prepared all of you are, but you've got to remember that it gets better. Don't ever give in to procrastination, laziness or plain lack of strength. We all knw it's going to be hard, but just 2 months or so later, you're going to be free to do whatever you want to do in the whole world. You could wait 2 months, right? ;)

Even when it seems impossible, when you think you just cannot go on anymore, and you just want to throw everything away and sit there and stone or cry. Hang in there, don't give up. Please remember that, I will never give up on you, so don't ever think that you can't. You can really be as good as you allow yourself to be.

Whenever you might need someone to call, text, cry, yell, bitch, rant to, that's what I'm here for. Anytime, even at 3am on a school night.

All of you, YOU CAN DO IT.

Take heart, the darkest hour is just before the breaking dawn.