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I know that I have not updated for the longest time, I don't think anybody is even following this space anymore, and it's partly because I can't be bothered to write much here anymore. Things that I can say are limited anyway, so sometimes there really is no point.

May hasn't been a good month for me at all. In fact, it was terrible. Been so down the past week that I find it hard to look forward to turning older. I really hope that for the next 26 hours I'll be able to keep a lighthearted mood and be truly happy, just for the next 26 hours or so. That is almost all I ask for. Almost.

The heart is no longer set on material wants, but now as I grow older I realise that maybe material wants are easier to be fulfilled than emotional needs.

GP mid-years is tmr, already. I am unable to focus on my research right now, so I guess I should just turn in soon instead of waste my energy staying up and not doing anything productive.

Whenever May comes around, I realise and see how truly selfish I am.