Dear May, Posted at 10:06 PM 0 comments (+)

Something happy here, after a long while :)

So, the month of May is already here so quickly. I have yet to smarten up my act.. I know, I know, it is time to get worried =/ Tmr will be the season's second game, against HCJC. I'm sure hoping that the whole team will go in stronger this time round and prove ourselves!

Well, the month of May obviously means something else for me, getting older. I think I'm somebody who treats my birthday as a really big thing to always have to make a celebration out of. Maybe I am jaded, or maybe I have grown out of it? I guess there isn't really much to celebrate about now. Turning a year older, the hours in the day is still as short as any other day, it passes as quickly as well. I guess I'll not be as adamant and always want to have things my way while compromising other people's happiness. I guess I'd really like everyone around me to be happy together with me on this day, and to celebrate not my birthday, but each others' company.

Actually, something else brought me here. I'd like to say that, seeing such a happy scene, even though I might be half submerged in bitterness, it is hard to not feel affected by the happiness. Even though I can't have such a thing for myself, I am glad for those who do. Really.
I hope you're happy, whatever you're doing.
All of you.

Everybody happy I also happy la.

Dear May,
Please give me the strength I need to do what I ought to, and to get better.
Love, Me.