I'm actually feeling rather tired/sleepy for a change, so I'm going to turn in right after I finish typing up this post.

I cannot describe how empty I feel about life right now. Towards every single thing.

What did I want to say?

I don't know. Everyone is fighting their own battle now. Our friends who have already graduated are having a hard time at uni as well. I don't feel any better. I don't know anything, just letting the days pass me by because I always feel too tired or too overwhelmed to get anything done.

I always hate myself for that.

I't a wonder how after all these time I still do care, a little, about you.

But what about all the times I needed you.

I feel like I am fighting a lone battle.

So helpless, so lost.