She also ordered a Clinique compact for me because I kept complaining about her decade-old one. I know, you're not really supposed to use cosmetics that are pass like, 1.5 years. It's only 8 bucks, and she said Clinique is a really expensive brand.

It's shorter than my thumbdrive! My god! Now I know why it's 8 bucks, it's just sample size. I don't know how the hell am I supposed to apply this properly =.=

Anyway, you know tmr is my last paper? I haven't picked up my books at all for the last 8 days. Today my mum asked me "你是不是觉得没有准备好所以就乱乱考了?" LOL spot-on. So I said "一点啦..."

Anyway, I just realised that after tmr I should go and cut my hair. I haven't cut it in two years and it's so irritatingly long and not nice at all. And I also realised that it's time to worry about prom, which I really don't want to, yet. I also realised I still don't know if I want to keep my long hair for prom or snip it short ._.

Anyway, I realised I really miss a lot of people and doing a lot of things. Oddly, I realised I kind of miss 6R. 当然其他的人我也有想! 但是你们自己心里明白就好, 不用我多说吧.

Anyway, I also kind of miss falling in love. Haha, random la just saying! I keep seeing all these young girls on my Tumblr talking about what their crush did that made them so happy/sad makes me miss falling in love. Young girls like 14 to 16 who still have many years to do things the right way (academically). Ah... 年轻真好, 我老了欸.

Anyway, I realise that I used too many anyways. But anyway I don't really care. I don't know what I care about anymore.

I really have a lot of regrets.