The paper was bad, as usual. I didn't study at all, I didn't sleep enough the night before and so I was struggling to keep my eyes opened and my mind focused in the first 45 minutes of the paper. It got better later when I suddenly realised I was writing utter nonsense. But y'knw, when you don't have stuff in your head, you just don't have it.

Well, it's over. So for now I can actually afford to relax for a bit without feeling guilt eating me up. I'll leave the worrying and regrets for another day because I am so freaking sleepy right now D:

(Taken with my Samsung Corby Pro) 20th November, 2.58am. It was a cold night, and I really should have been asleep, but I wasn't, as usual.

Tealicious makes great tea! ^^ Their hazelnut milk tea and korean citron tea are my faves :)

So today after the econs paper 2, the girls and I practically ran to JP to catch this movie 那些年, 我们一起追的女孩 (You Are the Apple of My Eye). Well you know, I'm not someone who likes to watch movies that much. Most of the time I'll only watch a movie if I really want to see that show, never just because. I wanted to watch this because it's the rage at the moment, everybody's been talking about it and it seemed like a good show.

Man, how I (kind of) regret watching it. Since the show began I already kept feeling this... waves of regret coming at me. All the things I should have done better, done more, done another way. But for me it's all too late man. Anyway, the movie just made me fucking sad about the storyline and feel too much regrets for my own.

Two people who love each other but never got together, and in the end he had to see her marry another guy. Wtf is wrong with life. It's so sad when it's like this. I hate it.

I had a whole lot of other emotions to talk about and stuff, but I'm really sleepy and my head is aching so I'll save them.

Yeah, I cried enough into the collar of my jacket. One thing people don't know about me is that I actually tear up/cry really easily. I just hide it/hold it in well because everyone thinks that I don't ever cry or something and I don't like it when people point out my tears in front of me.

Okay, I'm too sleepy to write any more, it'll turn incoherent soon. Tmr I'm going to borrow books from the library, search for some other books at book stores (why can I never afford them ):) and just hang around town for some me-time.

Just gna leave this here for now.

Still and always will be my favourite, even after so many years. Missed you so freaking much.

Good night :)