Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Posted at 1:54 AM
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Jan 24, 1.28am
darkness, I thought of you again.
I'm not sure if I miss you.
I just watched the wedding video of my
cousin, and once again, I wondered if I
will find that one person who will love
me for everything about me.
It's so hard and I have no faith.
People who are so in love and settled
are everywhere around me, including
my friends and family, but I am not
part of them.
Most of the time I'm okay. Sometimes
it gets lonely. Not having someone who
will be there unconditionally, always
having to be strong for myself, it gets
tiring.
I am feisty, not the least bit dainty,
the worst of all kinds of stubborn and
maybe even borderline demanding.
I guess it'll be hard trying to find
someone who would love all of that...
So I don't blame you for not loving me.
