Sunday, March 4, 2012
For a dear friend
Posted at 8:50 PM
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In 2006, I sent a text to you.
If I have only 15 seconds to live, what will you say to me in those 15 seconds? Reply is a must!You said,
"Although you have been a very easily agitated person, you are a good friend who very 讲义气 one. Unfortunately, I didn't get a chance to know you better. If only you hadn't been so pessimistic..."
Now, can I say this to you?
I still remember how we became friends. I still remember so many things about you.
Deeply etched in my mind and my heart, are the days when we would take 97 to school together. Whenever I wanted to sleep or read my own book on the bus, you would take out the science companion from your bag and say "Toh! Don't sleep leh, read this la! It's interesting!"
You were my best secret-keeper.
I cannot stop thinking about you in every waking moment, when my mind is not engaged. Deliberating over the whys and the hows, but above everything else I am just sorry I thought you could wait. I only just wrote about you in the post below this. I'm sorry I waited.
I have so much to say about you, dear friend, about how I wished I had been there for you in your last days. But I have already told them to the other people who care about me, so I will leave it as it is.
In the days where my memories of you are, you've always been the optimistic, cheerful and happy-go-lucky boy. So wherever you are now, please never stop smiling.
RIP.
翻阅着一本一本的日记, 曾经写满我心事的一页一页
发现年少轻狂的日子已过去
我们都要勇敢
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Looking at the spread of university prospectus, openhouse pamplets, my results slip and other related things in front of me, suddenly they don't feel so important to me anymore.
I am lost, I don't know where to go.
