1. When we plan to have an outing, I expect you to inform me at the same time as you inform everyone else.

2. When we are supposed to meet wherein the time and place have not been specified, I expect you to pay attention to your phone in case I may be trying to reach you.

3. When you want to ask me out, I expect you to be prepared to waste the day away, or at least give me enough hours to be fit to call quality time.

Is this a lot to expect? Really?

I hate it when people leave me hanging. When I am left alone in a strange place and I really need them to tell me where they are but they just aren't picking up the phone. To me, when you are expecting to meet me and we don't know where exactly, you should be watching your phone. At least check it occasionally. You just don't dump your phone into the depths of your bag and then forget about me. It's not right.

I hate it when people leave me to the last to inform about an outing, because they know that I am always free. I hate it that I am always so free so people can freely cancel the plans on me. I hate it that when I make others a priority, they only make me an option. I hate it that everyone is always so busy that they have to cut our meeting short so they can go off elsewhere, leaving me wondering why we are always so low on the priority list.

Some things are common sense, or even manners to me. But to others it seems as if it's life's biggest mystery that cannot be solved.

I fucking hate it.

I appreciate people who can sit all night with me to chat about all of life's most mundane things. I appreciate people who take time to plan and 'book' my day so we can go out. I appreciate people who always give me their entire day willingly without me having to beg for it (and still not getting it).

I'm not going to hang around forever. When you make me feel like this is becoming unworthy, I won't bother with you anymore.

Just remember that I won't be here forever. And when I'm not, you should knw that it's because of you, not me.