Back to School V13.0 Posted at 9:22 AM 0 comments (+) 14 August 2012, Tuesday
1530 - 1830 @ LT 4.23 
MN1107/IBM

And so my 14th academic year begins tomorrow.

In the past eight months, I've had a brief few months in an office job then later decided that it is simply not for me, met up with my closest friends, spent too much and saved too little, taken up Korean, felt too much discontent with life and wasted too much time. I'm really pinning hopes on school becoming a new pivot in my otherwise empty and dissatisfying life. It'll be a new start from here.

I've tried to write a few times, but words always fail me. I'm kind of at the stage that nothing impacts me enough to make me want to take action or say anything anymore. That's probably why sometimes even I question myself if I'm actually still alive.

I'm currently going through a phase where I see one of my passions slowly fizzling and dying out. I'm hoping this is a passing phase, but I can't even be sure about that.
Words are beginning to fail me, and to me, that is the scariest thing that can happen.

I only have one goal in life right now and every time I am reminded of it, I feel the need to get there ASAP. This will keep me going, it will make me better. The only way I can attain my goal is to become so good I no longer have to rely on anyone. 

On a lighter note, guess who I am into now in the world of Kpop?