Posted at 12:36 AM 0 comments (+) One more night I force the words back into my throat, the tears back into my eyes, I do whatever you have ordered me to.
One more night I clench my jaw and tell myself it's okay, I can bear all of this. I tell myself to hang in there.
One more night I let you off, let you get away for hurting me.

Even when I heard you still mumbling behind my back, saying I am showing you a black face. I swallow back my anger, the unhappiness, the urge to yell "你有没有搞清楚状况?! 现在是委屈你了吗?!"

I tell myself, 我忍.

我忍.