Blind Trust Posted at 1:07 AM 0 comments (+) Rachelle is my friend from POA and Cheryl is a friend from IBM.

So Rachelle says she thinks I'm damn smart. She says I am so smart that I don't think what I'm doing is anything great or much but it really is. She thinks that I remember things well and grasp concepts quick. She bets I can learn two or more chapters in one day.

Cheryl says she thinks I'm damn smart (but also damn lazy). She thinks I'm a fast learner. She thinks I can do as well in IBM as that guy in our class who practically knows everything if I tried. She really thinks that I'm very smart.

The thing is, I have never handed a single assignment in for neither POA nor IBM. I skipped my prelim paper for these subjects (in fact, I skipped every single paper). I have never really been able to solve a single accounting question in class, with an exception of maybe once. I have never understood what my lecturer is saying in IBM and I definitely don't remember any of the concepts or theories. I have, in fact, never done anything academic in front of their faces.

Where the hell are they getting the idea from that I'm very smart?
Crazy friends I have.

I mean yeah, it's nice that there are people who believe in my abilities so much but it gets annoying because I am just a lazy fuck who is obviously not smart so why would they say these things and think this way aish.

I have a 8.30am lecture tomorrow. And I just might oversleep like I have for the last two lectures.
Smart, my ass.

I am on a one-way trip to hell.