Posted at 12:39 AM 0 comments (+) You are eating away at my strength, and does that even make sense?

I am doing well at school now. I am trying much harder. I am getting my work done on a regular basis. I am actually happy with myself because for once in my life, I have the urge to set my academics straight. I look forward to attending some lectures and am even excited about learning new things.

So why are you trying to bring me down? Of all the people there is out there who might want to see me fail, why you? Does that even make sense?

Why are you pointedly getting upset with me just because you don't see me doing my work? Why are you judging and assuming whether I am studying or not just based on what you can see? Why do you refuse to believe me, even when I told you not to worry and that I am studying, and even had to say horrible things that breaks my momentum?

It does not make sense.

I can't prove anything to you now but I don't have to. I don't have to explain myself to you. I know what I'm doing.

Why are you the one eating away at my strength?