Reality check Posted at 11:58 AM 0 comments (+)
School's starting in just a bit. I have seriously done nothing this break except for waste my time lagging around on my free days, going for floorball which had gotten so tiring lately but I still enjoy myself, and more lagging around not doing work.

Woke up at 10am today. It's now just past noon and I've done nothing except for cook myself a really big breakfast and listening to Telephone, LOL.

I still have all these to complete in the last three days of this wretched break:
1. GP journal reflections X2 (owed)
2. GP handout "The Fight over Allah" (owed)
3. Math tutorial 3A (half-done)
4. Math past year exam questions for chapter 1 & 2
5. Chem tutorial 5
6. Econs CSQ
7. Econs tutorial 2 (owed)
8. CSE readings (owed since forever, possibly go on owing forever)
9. Math tuition questions (accumulated from over 3 weeks, only 1/3 done)

Anyw, I don't really consider my econs homework as homework because I think the CMI teacher won't get around to going through it even if I were to complete it. So whatever man. Let me fail econs.

I think I need a reality check. I think topping GP and math and doing well for chem means nothing in the first term. Because even before term 2 starts I already knw that it is the start of my downfall judging from my behaviour this study break. Can't get around to doing anyth.

I hate procrastinating, but I can't seem to do anyth about it. I really wished I had more time at hand, not just me, but for everyone. So that I can get around to doing everyth slowly evetually. And I can spend more time with the people I love.

Sorry if I have to cancel plans, I am quite resolved to spend the last three days in a corner at Starbucks, even if it means I have to burn a huge hole in my pocket.

I don't knw but I have a feeling these last three days are going to be about as productive as the rest of my life. Isn't it funny how you knw some things are going to happen but you just can't stop it? Helpless much.

Life can get so tiring sometimes.

Things just get difficult. That's why.