Posted at 12:55 AM 0 comments (+) There is not a single reason why I should still be alive.
Everyday is so tiresome. Everything hurts.

The thought that they've been talking about me behind my back. They've been judging me, when they don't even know how much I am struggling with myself. Who knew what else they've been saying all these while. And it isn't fair. It isn't fair because they don't know.

I am a failure, yes. I try but I fail, and there is nothing I can do to make you believe I tried.
I would cry this night away again but I don't think the tears would flow much more.

I just......

I don't want to be alive.

I....